Yesterday night, i caught myself by surprise. i never knew i was that vulnerable and susceptible to words. i always thought that i was strong enough to take everything in my stride, and move on. ;like i always do. but yesterday night proved me wrong. it was as though those words shot through my heart- the most important organ in my body. and immediately, i fell. the dam which could hold no longer, broke. fell to pieces. the sudden gush of warmness, trickling down.

i try so hard.
but is hard enough?

i decided to give myself a selfdeclared break away from school today.

Thanks to
Aaron! for being my panadol last night. i felt better (:
Yen/Sonia/Ivan! the plethora of wellwishes msges. (: i know you all care. sorry that this year's class photo would not have me in it.

it's time to Grow Up.
and not be too easily trusting.